I wish that you were here. Though I asked you to leave. Though I ever wanted you to go away. But, honestly... I desperately need you. Here, by my side.

You may laugh, if you read my post. You-have-to-laugh-over-me.

But, after all this time. After a million fights happened in every single day when we were together. I still love you and those fights couldn't make me hate you. No, not that much actually.

Many reasons why but I just couldn't tell. I should do this and that, so I can't stand with our relationship anymore. That's not your fault if you've been leaving. I will never ask you to stay, no more.

You deserve to get a better life, more than just you ever had with me.

But hear this,
Everything comes to an end, so does our relationship.
But not for this feeling.

And now, we both know that we're apart.
I'm gonna move on and chase another dreams, without you anymore.
What about you? Would you tell me, soon?

From the one who loves you the most,
Cynthia.